Wimp to Spartan Transformation: My old excuses can't be excuses anymore

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I've always tried to be "a runner."  Running is a free, effective way to maintain great cardio health.  It's also an amazing supplement to any other kind of sports training... duh.  My trouble with running is that I have horrible knees for whatever reason.  Long runs and I just don't get along, and such was the case the day before this video was shot.  I had intended to go on a 10-12 mile run.  For me, that's a remarkable distance.  At mile 7, almost exactly, my knee sent shooting pains up my leg and into my soul.  I had to stop.  The problem with stopping has always been that I won't start again.  I couldn't run with a locked-up knee though, so bye bye mileage.  I went home and was diligent about icing it and keeping it elevated as I had done the millions of other times I had lock-knee/ pirate-leg.  Previously, if my knee locked up, I had considered myself down for the count for 3 or more consecutive days.  This time, however, I didn't have that option.  I had to train the next day.

I started walking around on it a bit, trying to get a feel for what I could do.  I realized a couple of things: I could go up stairs, but not down stairs, and I could squat with ease.  I told Shane about my knee issues before training, so we were both aware of it, but during the course of the session, any aches were completely tolerable.  It definitely didn't lock-up again.

Upon some post-workout reflection, I determined that if I had taken the steps to make sure I was ok everytime my knee flared up in the past instead of just assuming that I was not ok, I would never have missed out on so many training days.  I used my flimsy assumption as an excuse.  I'm glad I learned that about myself.  I'll be tougher with myself and my knee during training times.  BUT I won't beat myself up over lazy mistakes I made in the past, because I don't want to discourage myself from learning more and making more necessary thought-shifts.  Isn't self-discovery a part of transformation anyway?